I am officially a loser

I'm such a loser. I was supposed to take a practice LSAT this morning at 8am, but missed it because I slept in. I could have taken it at noon, but I didn't. I woke up at 10am and played Civilization 3 until 8pm. 10 HOURS!!! I didn't go anywhere, talk to any friends or family, shower or even brush my teeth. I was so involved in playing my game that I forgot to eat lunch. When I finally did get food, I ate leftover mac & cheese from last night, cheeze-its and donuts. Real healthy, huh! And to think--only 4 months ago I was working out at the gym every day.

Brian also came home tonight and said that after 24 hours, I'm not a "fully-funtioning-human" without him. He gave me the evidence:

• I did not clean the house since he left. All the dishes I used were in the sink and the garbage hadn't been emptied.
• I took a shower 24 hours after Brian left on Wednesday morning. After Thursday morning, I failed to take a shower and wore the same underwear for 3 days.
• Within that 24 hour timeframe, I had a test in my Latin American studies class. On Thursday night, I should have studied but didn't. I played a computer game.

As I'm reading this, I look (and feel) like a slob. I can't put a reason as to why I'm not caring as much about things as I used to. Am I sad? I have a lot on my plate right now. Maybe that's it. All I know is that sometimes it's easier to stay home by myself than make the effort to call anyone.