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Tonight I went to see Ryan Oliver Hansen's documentary about his trip in Ecuador. Ryan used to be one of the most superficial people I knew; today, he's planning on moving to Africa to help an orphanage. Ever since he went to Ecuador, he's dramatically changed. It's a good and bad thing at the same time, but I'm glad he's happy.

I've been conflicted in the past few weeks about where I want my future to take me. Anyone who knows me knows that my plans change from one week to the next; I just want to do everything life has to offer. One of the things I've always wanted to do is to live abroad for a bit, more specifically live in Africa.

I want to do something bigger than myself. I want to help people who can't help themselves by themselves. But I struggle... Would it be better for me to become wealthy and donate money or live in Africa and help small villages? As I say, I'm conflicted, but tonight I was reminded of my yearning to be something else...