Lazy

I'm so pissed at myself.

I was supposed to go to church, but I didn't.

I was supposed to write paper, but I didn't.

The only substantial things I did today were empty the dishwasher, edit the music video that I made last night (which is really funny and I'll put up once my video server works), and go to the gym with Scott.

I hate, I HATE feeling useless and lazy.

I literally looked at the computer and told myself to sit down, but I didn't. I went to the couch to watch Laguna Beach.

But if I don't change my behavior, I only deserve what I get.

By the way, at the gym, I was talking about my gut. Scott looked at it and said, "You'll have to run that off." Jerk!